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2009-10-02T23:04:00.001+08:00

moved to:
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link if you want :)

2009-09-21T00:31:00.001+08:00

Been enjoying myself these days , blogging a short post to prevent my blog from rusting , after that back to Chinese -.- , I dread Chinese . Been reading 1 Corinthians these days and really learnt a lot , not little but LOT ! Gotta stop , need to study ,bye :)
Gotta stop alcoholism.
Editted //
Well , I've been commiting myself into more and more church activities , got myself much more closer to God . Still though , I've noticed something , people really like to hurt those who are around them , or well , much more closer to them. The only reason I could figure out is because we know that they are already tied to us , no matter how much they hate or or well , get hurt by us , they can never leave us.That's what I think , and the often group that are hurt by us , would be family . I am not judging anyone , but I too do this, I tend to hurt my family can be much more concious with my words and actions with people I am not related to , that applies to me , to the others , I am not pretty sure. Well , anyway , its just my thinking , I am just ranting , got to do stuffs.

2009-09-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

One last post before my intense studying. Yeap , intense studying,seems so not like me , me + books = impossible.My used to be equation . Maybe my last post till , examinations are over. Just finished up with two sheets of Chinese and Mathematics . Still got two more sheets of Chinese , its killing me , Chinese = Lullaby . Okay anyway , today , school was as usual , anyway after school , walked to bubble tea shop around my house market , accompany ChengMun , XinHui , Jo-Lyn :) After eating , took 261 down to AMK Hub . Accompanied them to buy some food then went for coreteam meeting , it was fabulous , I picked up a lot from there. Planned for the caregroup , then , had a short teaching by Emily . Everything ended at around 5.30 , took 261 home with , Amber , Winarti , WenZhen , ZiXuan , Eunice , Eline . Winarti and me went home , the rest went to WenZhen's home. Kindof have studying till now . Going to end off with what I have learnt.

I realised , I have always know what's the right , what's the wrong but I never dared to speak out , stop that person from doing the wrong thing. I did the wrong thing as well , I knew it was wrong , yet I continued , WenZhen and Fiona will know what is it. I thought that could make me feel , well free , no more , really no more.God can give me this , well give it to me , better , and its not short-termed . It comes with no cost.Well , still , I think I am going to pray for righteousness in my life , to stand up for what's right , to stand up and stop others from doing the wrong , to follow in Christ's laws. Follow in God's way :) . One more is that, I really got a lot to repent , not that I am proud of my sins , I am embarassed of them , really I am . I really got to minimise my sinings , try not to sin , avoid every sin that I can , that will not only be considered as an "act of worship ", also I can set an example , to the one who is under me. Not only to set an example , I want God to look into my life and smile , to make God smile , that's my aim in life :)

2009-09-12T11:35:00.003+08:00

Time check : 11.41a.m
Should be on train to service right now , my normal-rushing-here-and-there Saturday is just like my plain-boring Sunday.The reason is simple , I am sick-flu , cough , slight fever and little asthmatic.Feeling very lousy , terribly lousy.I don't mind missing piano lessons , missing band sessions , the only thing that I wouldn't want to miss is service , I look forward to it. Well , I wouldn't have enough energy as well , I am exhuasted just with typing.

How Do You Sleep
Jesse McCartney
Departure (2008)
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep
Tried my best at movin' on
Have yet to find a girl like you
See things now I didn't before
Now wishin' I had more time with you
How do you stay awake
Knowin' all I do is think of you
All the things we fought about
Then never will happen again
If I could just see you
If I had my way come and getcha girl
In your favourite car with the missing top
Remember 'round my way where we used to park
And did all those things to steal your heart
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep
Baby all that I hear from my friends
Again again and again compliments 'bout you
They say we saw your girl at the game
And damn we gotta say a big mistake by you
Not only did your body bang
But I miss the conversation too
Tell me that you're gettin' no sleep
Can't think can't eat till I come see you
If I had my way come and getcha girl
In your favourite car with the missing top
Remember 'round my way where we used to park
And did all those things to steal your heart
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh

14 days , are you still going to keep me in suspense?

To KeJun : You know what happen , I don't know how , but somehow you do . Do you know how hard is it ? You don't know , do you ? Its really tough . I will try my best :) , I will.Good bye :)
Time Check: 12.03p.m prayer meet ):

2009-09-10T14:29:00.002+08:00

Going to study after this. Terribly sick ): . Well , I will blog about my holidays till now , not quite fruitful -.- , I failed to study with so much temptations , its okay I have God :)

Monday 07/09/09
Well, I stayed at home the day , rotting -.- . Woke up and did my tution work , had tution at 4.30 . Tution was great, I managed to finish one Mathematic Test Paper , :). Going to finish another this Sunday :) . Day passed by quickly.

Tuesday 08/09/09
Tuesday ,morning out with Mum , Aunt , Brother.Reached home at 1+/2 , got ready and met with Jo-Lyn at Junction 8.Mrt-ed to Pasir Ris , met Amber there and took bus to Downtown East.Well , we were too early -.- . GeokLeng, Jo-Lyn and me , went to E-Hub! and walked about . Went back to the chalet at 6+ , and went to beach .Fooled around for awhile and settled back. Got chased by some of them, chasing someone half crippled -.- . Had fun till 10+ and went home :). Enjoyed my day.

Wednesday 09/09/09
Had drama in the morning , could barely wake up. Was damn pissed off by the fact the guys were all not here -.- , having 7 roles to play,for 3 person to play.Well , after school , went to meet some of the Caregroup peeps.Well , after that train-ed down to Somerset and went to Nexus , registered for METAMORPHOSIS ! Had teaching first , then games , it was awesome , as in really awesome ! Had Holy Baptism , main event of the day I guess? The whole caregroup prayed , prayed and prayed , really really hard , you can actually feel it. It really makes me feel so blessed to be part of them :). Congrats to Winarti on getting baptised. I don't really know if I did , something feels weird in me but I fear it, it really feels a little scary.Had break for dinner and then had prayer meet , it was awesome !Went home at 9+ with WenZhen , Winarti and Eline , reached home at 10+.

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I realised I have already been in church like well , 5 months . God had changed me , through and through. He does not love but He is LOVE . His love had brought me out of the darkness into the light , changed me to be a better person.His love brought me joy through the toughest time . He blessed me without fail , everyday.Sometimes I wonder why I worry so much about the stuffs in this world , like seriously I have God to back me out , always , but I don't know why am I always getting so worried about the worldy stuffs. When I have problems I just tend to forget about God and also try to solve it on my own , stupid huh ? I have a mighty God to help me yet I refuse -.-,well , I 've changed:) . Lord , I want to be a pianist that plays for Your glory ,for Your honor , if its not what you have planned for me , so be it , cause your plan is the greatest for me :) Lord ,you are my everything , God = my everything :)

2009-09-06T19:20:00.002+08:00

FAMILY OUTING !

Today was fun , had family outing with , Mum , Brother , Aunt , Robson cousin , Bernice tutor, Gina cousin, Jozna cousin, Fiona cousin, me :) . Went to some Japanese restaurant at some hotel . The food there is totally , totally , totally awesome ! Love it all . Ate from 11.30 - 2.30, we ate a lot , really a lot :/ , but still I enjoyed it :) . The parking fee is freaking expensive -.- , $8 . We went to East Coast to ride bicycles :). We splitted somehow because , some of us rode too fast =x , I was one of them . Got into a mini accident , my leg injuries are totally WOAH ! Went to Burger King to clean it up , sat there for awhile , bought ice-cream , went to seaside , went home at 6+.

I realised my holidays are totally packed up. I am going back to my MIA mood . Bye :)

2009-09-06T00:11:00.006+08:00

♥ Waldinut ,
\m/ Walnut

2009-09-05T21:25:00.005+08:00

I will blog then go off , this blog , I will leave it to rust , until I feel like updating it. My holiday is going to be used for me to pull my socks up , no more slacking around , working hard . Not just stoning there or pray for good results , but , I am going pray for no distractions or temptations , going to pray for strength and focuses.Plan on my day and then submit it back to God , applying what I've learnt for today's sermon.I want to glorify God with my results , to let everyone know about Him :) Today was hectic , really , woke up in the morning, washed up and went for class. After class, met the rest and headed to Somerset.Went for prayer meet and then for service.Service was great , the sermon was well preached :) , I learnt a lot , I am going to apply it in my life.After that , went for well , band -.- , okay , better than Symphonic usual boredom.After band , went home. Bathed , went to Mac with Walnut cousin , she is totally insane , I promise , she is mad , totally MAD ! After Mac ,went to 409 for dessert =x , we ate a lot =x . Haha enjoyed it though. Went home afterwards , going to mug later.

John 4:24
God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth."

John 12:26
Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me.

John 13:20
I tell you the truth, whoever accepts anyone I send accepts me; and whoever accepts me accepts the one who sent me."

John 14:1
"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me.

John 14:6
Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

John 14:27
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

John 15:4-7
Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you.

John 15:11-13
I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.

John 16:33
"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

I know that all these verses are from John , the only reason is because , I re-read John , I just wanted to understand more :).

Signing off.

2009-09-04T15:38:00.002+08:00

My blog is rusting , I am going to update it. Well, this week , kind of fruitful , hectic and exhausting, I thank God its coming to an end. Holiday is here , enough time to have a rest , buck up , serve God :) Well , I shall say what happened from Monday - Today . Its going to be long , very long.
Monday
Teacher's Day celebration in school. ACES was funny. Practically trying to hit each other . Well, after school , met with Germaine and Mervin . Was literally disturbing Mervin. We caught up on some things and had a hard time deciding where to settle down. Ended up in MacDonald . Mervin ordered double cheese burger without the meat , hilarious? Not lying. Made cards and bought gifts.Bought Cai Lao Shi a mug , bought Mrs Lawrence a big tweety bird at $70. Met with the rest , entered at 1.30 . Almost cried when seeing Mrs Lawrence. She's going for manicure and pedicure the moment she's back -.- Saw Cai Lao Shi afterwards , still missed the lesson times. Haha. Went to Mac with the guys .Saw WenZhen and the rest,mugging.Had a great time there,also a great time talking and catching up with Felicia , Germaine and Xinyi , my beloved.
Tuesday
Holiday. Woke up quite early. Met up with Geok Leng.Headed towards Dhoby Ghuat, went around cause we know they sure late.Met with WenZhen first,then came Sophia , Eline and then Emily.Well , walked walked, they went for meeting , went to AMK Hub with Sophia and Geok Leng. Went home around 4+.
Wednesday
School, I can't remember what happen , but had Maths class after that. Went for lunch with ChengMun , XinHui and Jo-Lyn and 409 after that.Well , chat and ate . Told them something that happened a few weeks ago. Cannot tell anyone =x , really embarrassing :( Sent them off and went home early.
Thursday
School was rotting ? Something happened , which I don't want mention it anymore. Well , after school , spent an hour , nagging at Jo-Lyn. XinHui and I was almost running out saliva. Hope it gets through her. Caregroup afterwards, I enjoyed it , every single bit . The game , Handiplast, my leg now have internal bleedings :( I realised every single week , I will get forfeited. I still enjoy it though.
Friday
The only thing I can remember about school , the only thing I can remember clearly is that , report card is handed to us.Terribly bad, terribly bad. After school , accompany XinHui and Jo-Lyn to lunch and then went home.

Well , this is long , very long. Thank God so much that I managed to pull through Term 3.If there's going to be one thing that I thank God most about , is the report card , He hinted me that if I don't work hard for the next following term , my results is going to get worse.Even though I did studied , I didn't gave it my best, I deserved it . I want to glorify God with my results. I will really work hard , doubly hard and give the best I can , to glorify God with my results. I want to glorify God with my results , I want to , I will . No more slacking , no more stoning , I am going to work hard , hard , really hard. I am not going to hope for good results, but I am going to work for it.
Well, there are many many things I want to repent , many many things I want to change , many many ways to grow in , improve in . With this I end off here.

2009-08-30T22:35:00.003+08:00

Still in my MIA mood.

Towards what happened yesterday : I am fine now , thanks :) Really thanks.

Reply to S : Its okay , its really okay. I am fine with it , I really am . I know you are angry and upset over it , but its really okay :) Really I fine with it , its only God's will , I am not changing anything :) But I really do thank God for your concern , really I do , sincerely.

2009-08-23T20:30:00.002+08:00

May not be blogging these days , gonna' be quite busy. Asked a question by S , still can't find an answer . Just by today , I found out something :) , but at least I know where am I , with God.

So I am gonna' MIA for now

2009-08-22T23:28:00.003+08:00

I know my blogs is dead . Ps for so not updating , reasons are :
1) Busy
2) Blogger
3) Lazy
Well , cut the crap , I shall blog from Thursday - Today:
Thursday
Can't remember what happened in school , but after school went with Fiona to NTUC , thank God for her help. Well , caregroup was awesome , cosy feeling. Well , learnt quite a lot in caregroup . I need to stop.turn.walk. Need to get rid of the poisons in me :( Well ,I was given the title laggiest :( , what's wrong with being lag. Bus-ed home with Winarti , prepared and went for tution after that.
Friday
School was as usual , boring. After school walked with LiAnne to MRT station , met Eline and headed to Yio Chu Kang. We were the first to reach. Met the rest and LiAnne and me did something intresting. Muhawhawhaw , met with the guys. Well , it rained really really really really big , but thank God that we had enough umbrellas :D . Well , after which we headed to the Japanese Restuarant to have our retreat! :D Well , the people there were Emily , LiAnne , Eline , Winarti , XiangHui , LieHao and Chai I think . The retreat went well , was totally awesome . Ended at around 4, went home and bathed and met with Aunt and Uncle , didn't have tution. Went to GoodWood Park to eat dinner . Totally rule! Went home and was down with slight fever.
Saturday
Woke up early , fever was gone . Thank God. Dad drove me to Bishan for class. After that went to Amk Hub to meet XinHui , HuiShan , Joey and JinHo . Ended fast , went to slack around. LiAnne came and left soon , met up with Amber and then went to Bishan to meet Jo-Lyn. TanSi and Vanessa came afterwards , Tansi went with Amber first . We waited for Jo-Lyn and headed to CityHall :D Service was awesome . Well , I want to tear down the walls that are preventing me to have faith in God, I want God to take control of every single part of my life , I want to glorify Him :D Dinner , thank God for the food that caregroup gave . Went home afterwards.

Through this week , I learnt a lot , I shall not state what I learnt , some are personal stuffs but I am enjoying being with Caregroup people more and more right now , I can actually shared something with WZ and Fiona , which is quite an achievement for someone like me.I used to not trust anyone , I used to just rely on myself , but now I am trusting people already . How God had changed my life no one knows , its between me and God but really even though I have only converted for well maybe near to 5 months , looking back , as I look at how God had changed my life , its totally amazing.

John 8:12

12When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, "I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life."

John 7:18

18He who speaks on his own does so to gain honor for himself, but he who works for the honor of the one who sent him is a man of truth; there is nothing false about him.

John 3:16-18

16"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son.

Acts 3:19

19Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord,

Ending off with , good luck Sky :D

& Hope Church is coooooooool , it refreshes my soul :D

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This is the sound of the redeemed

Rising up to praise the King

Our hope is in You

This is the sound of the redeemed

Rising up to praise the King

Singing glorious glorious One

You have saved us

Honor and Power and Praise to the Savior.

You are the Answer

2009-08-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

Well, I am in a really really quite bad mood, some reasons which I really can't tell .Today's service was great , I learnt quite a lot , and also I want to spend a day with God. Something happened before I reached home , maybe a minute or two before I reached home, thank God that I didn't witness it. I enjoyed my day a lot today. I've been refreshed after service today , I learnt to keep life going and not to live a "sian" life , for what I know , no matter what , through all problems , through all ups and downs , God will be with me till the end.

Deuteronomy 32:4

He is the Rock, his works are perfect,
and all his ways are just.
A faithful God who does no wrong,
upright and just is he.

Jonah 2:2

He said:
"In my distress I called to the LORD,
and he answered me.
From the depths of the grave I called for help,
and you listened to my cry.

Deuteronomy 7:9

Know therefore that the LORD your God is God; he is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who love him and keep his commands.

Ecclesiastes 7:21-22

21 Do not pay attention to every word people say,
or you may hear your servant cursing you-

22 for you know in your heart
that many times you yourself have cursed others.

2009-08-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

Sorry , posts will be image-less these days , something's wrong with my computer. Here for a short update :)But before I start ,.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA COUSIN ! :)

Still in your "forever 18 mood"?
Well , I can't really remember what I did for the week, but certainly it was really a hetic week.Excuse me if I spelled out things , or use the wrong word. I am brain dead. Really very tired . As I have said I can't remember what I've did before that but today I remembered quite clearly.Went home, bathed and went to lunch + breakfast with cousins and aunts. Went for kbox-ing with them :) , enjoyed myself . Ended around 7+ ,went for dinner , a light one. Saw Teacher Serene and then went to Popular to buy stuffs . Then went home around 8+ , 9. Really tired, really tired. On phone with XinHui now , hope to be able to go for service tomorrow :)

2009-08-02T21:41:00.004+08:00

MIA-ing for afew days.

My reply to your question:
Sorry, but I am through with pleasing you. Sorry , I can't live up to your standards.

2009-08-01T00:25:00.002+08:00

May not be blogging that often these days. My laptop totally sucks , not able to access blogger anymore. I am once again addicted to Ouran High School Host Club again. There isn't much happening these days. E-learning just passed. Its really CRAP , totally CRAP . Its worse than going to school , we learn nothing. Tomorrow is second part of RENDITION. I went for MCG on Thursday , it was okay. Days wasn't that great these days but every single day , God fills it with different blessings.

2009-07-28T20:44:00.003+08:00

Decided to blog again , not about my day , my thinking.
Sometimes , things just aren't what we think that it would be.
Sometimes , things are just aren't we expected it to be.
Sometimes , we find life never fair.
We tend to think people:
-Back stab
-Lie
-Break promises
-Gossips
Doing these things behind our backs.
I tend to feel that way , why are people doing these things to me but when I lie , break promises and much more others , I never find that it would hurt anyone.When anyone is doing it, we will never tend to think that we would hurt another person.Its always this way.What balances life in this way is that if we are being lied to, we would often lie to another. I guess what I think is that this is just how the world goes around.Isn't it so?Its just my perspective. I mean , its just what I think . I will never blog what I feel in this blog,never! I don't know why this struck-ed me but I just thought blogging it down.
One more thing is that,
I just learnt somethings through a lot of problems that have been piling up these days...
Being angry , being violent ....
These things never work out when there are problems.When there are problems , never resort to anger and violence .That's what I've learnt. God really has a funny way of teaching people. He never gives you straight answers but He makes us think and wonder.
I shall end off here.

2009-07-26T20:32:00.002+08:00

My burdens are lighter because I've God , I've Him . All I know , I felt so much better , my heart felt lighter after a prayer . God answered them and He really lighten my hearts and took my burdens away. I was disappointed or you can say sad by the problems these days. No point asking anyone what , cause no one knows ^^, only God.Thank God for that , my faith has grown. My life is not going to be revolved around people , my life is going to be revolved around God,for He proved Himself worthy of my trust. God doesn't back stab nor lie , He is a gentlemen :) No more hiding :)

2009-07-26T17:28:00.000+08:00

Its almost a week since I ever blogged , this week past pretty quickly , this week , God blessed my life every single day , without fail.I shall blogged about the days that I remembered,

Thursday to Sunday

Thursday

Thursday was actually nothing much , after school met with the rest of the unit people from Deyi.Went for mcg. went back home at around 5+,6 & went for tution after that.

Friday

Friday was rounded up well , day was enjoyable. Met up and went for another round of MCG , it was awesome?Somehow , went home early that day . This was when I really experienced God's blessing. I needed to take bus 45 in order to reach home . While I am opposite the road still , the bus came , I was telling myself :
"Darn, I have to wait for 30minutes more."
I was wrong, something hit me and told me to run for it , so I ran , across the road . What used to be the busy road , was empty , there wasn't any vehicles. So amazing , the bus actually waited for me and as I boarded the bus , the uncle said hello and asked how am I ? Woah , it was the first time a bus driver did that to me , I believed that God blessed me . As I alighted , he smiled and said goodbye , he did that to every passengers , how great is that type of bus driver? He certainly brighten up my day.Took a breather and went home for tution afterwards.

Saturday
Well , saturday was RENDITION ! I totally didn't regretted going for the service.Before service, met up with the visitors I was bringing them to.It was a full house! Well, all of them converted , God touched their hearts. Well , after service , went to SMU for lunch , went home around 6 +, reached home around 7 :)

Sunday
Today was okay. Went jogging with HuiShan and XinHui ,I reached the earliest. :) Went jogging , ran around 12 rounds. Went to buy some stuffs, then went for breakfast , then did project . Went home around 4 +.

Hebrews 11:1
1Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

Proverbs 3:5-6
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;

6 in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.

I am willing to carry your burdens for you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE !
Thanks God for your presence :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIN HUI !

2009-07-20T20:25:00.005+08:00

Just a short update but I don't think I'll be updating for the rest of the week unless I am free. I am kind of in a bad mood right now,of course I've my reasons.Well , these days I realised many things , and decided that I should change my attitude , personality here and there.Though I've told myself to change, sometimes I just totally forgot . I need God , I need Him to remind me every day , every moment that I am awake, I need God to remind me that I need to change.Every single moment that I am awake, I need God to remind me, I need God's help. Nothing will work out without Him. I need to grow in faith , I need to be spiritually stronger.

2 Corinthians 5 :7

We live by faith, not by sight.

I need to have more faith in Him.

I feel as if I am a burden to you. I caused you that much of problems and troubles but never once did you get angry.No matter how truant I was,you never lost faith in me , you never lost patience in me. Now I feel as if I owe you something , now I feel as if I am a great burden to you.

2009-07-17T18:56:00.002+08:00

I am finally blogging again:) Well , I shall blog from Wednesday-Today.

Wednesday

Well , Wednesday , nothing much in school I guess.Music was actually quite awesome.After school , well , we went to Hub.They had lunch at Mac , while XinHui and I did our homework.Unbelievable , yet true.I went off early and went to meet the rest and went for Deyi Bonding. It was awesome , its not because of the games but really what I learnt.I was really glad that LiAnne came.I went home , well at around 5,6.

Thursday
Day was quite okay . After school went with Fiona and met with the rest with of the caregroup people and , went to buy somethings with them.Bus-ed to Emily's house and somehow got ready to played games after they had lunch.Emily and I was game master , I can't say that I didn't enjoy myself.I enjoy loads , well ,subo-ing people , it was really great . Well,went home earlier.

Friday
Today,was quite okay.Well after school went to play piano and taught them a little.Well,after that went to did project.Finished up early and went to hub , okay was practically fooling around but before going to hub.I shall elaborate what we did while walking to hub, somehow we took triple the time , because we were picking up branches and rocks and "fighting" with each other.Went up at "hill" and somehow enjoyed the breeze and scenery there:)Well , at hub XinHui and I were jokers , we got into a "fight" . Well and Jolyn recorded it down.Anyway , if you think Jolyn is those really emo people , think again , she is really a damn damn funny person.

2009-07-13T18:27:00.002+08:00

I kind of slacked the whole day.I didn't go to school today.I wasn't feeling well.I got MC:)(for a week) , but I don't think I'll be staying at home for so long.Well , I met with the clique at around 2pm.Headed to Hub to complete the project.Truthfully , we spent almost all of our time slacking and playing . I headed home early , around 4+,5?:)

No matter what , you'll never be contented with what I give.

2009-07-12T11:43:00.003+08:00

I shall blog about Thursday - Saturday.

Thursday 9/7/09
Thursday , school was nothing much , plain fooling around and stuck in boring classes.Right after classes all of us went to Hub and went home .I got changed and bus-ed to Junction 8,met with the rest of the care group people.Oh my gosh , I saw XinYi and Felicia! Got into a conversation and slapping each other's cheeks.After that, went to Hagen Daze.I didn't eat because having a bad sore throat.I learnt a lot from the teaching given by Emily .I've learnt a lot , one thing that really amazed me was that worshipping God isn't about singing or what but its doing things for God.Bus-ed back home with WenZhen and Eline afterwards.

Friday 10/7/09

Friday , school was nothing as well.P.E was really hell.After school , had band . Ended at around 2.After that went to Hub with Jolyn , ChengMun and LiAnne.Had the pancake-sasuage thing for lunch and went to make the dinosaur thing.Jolyn and I went off early.I wasn't feeling very well.

Saturday 11/7/06

I woke up and vomited three damn times.After that Dad drove me to Junction 8 for piano class.After piano class, train-ed to Somerset.Met with the rest.Went for service ,I totally enjoyed the Praise and Worship.I learnt a lot from the sermon by Pastor Jeff.I want to be have FATS for God!

F-Faithful A-Available T-Teachable S-Spiritual

Anyway,I really appreciate all the people around me who really cared for me.It really feels good when you know there is someone out there for you.Saturday was enjoyable.Its always enjoyable around with God!

Amos 5:4

This is what the LORD says to the house of Israel:"Seek me and live;

Matthew 6:25-34

25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
28"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

2009-07-12T11:17:00.007+08:00

I was trying to put the paintbrush back and got candid by ChengMun !

DEAR !!!

during care group on Thursday

2009-07-10T22:31:00.002+08:00

Don't care about her la !
Happy Birthday XinHui !

Happy immature 13 , no matter what ,you're will always be immature , and your immaturity really makes our clique more alive (:
Because its your birthday I shall say it once only , Xinhui is mature ? xD

2009-07-08T21:36:00.004+08:00

Totally sick now, don't feel like going to school!): Anyway today was kind of awesome.2 periods of English,2 periods Music,shall elaborate a little more , I changed to percussion , no more in trumpet ! Oh my such a relieve.After recess was 3 periods of D n T , well , kind of ruin my work piece . After D n T , history , totally boring . After that 2 periods of chinese , chinese = suck.
School = Boring.
Anyway , after school went to Mac with ChengMun,XinHui,HuiShan to do homework !(: Managed to finish everything.XinHui was a total joke!She is really a joker , totally.What she did , you go ask her yourself. She was total joke.Especially at Mac when ChengMun was talking with $20,inside joke.Went home around 5+,6.

"If you're able , give your wealth.If you're not able , give your heart."
I forgot where I saw this , but found it interesting and true!

Ending off.

2009-07-06T09:41:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Amber .

Happy birthday shepherd,thanks so much for everything,hope you will enjoy this day to the fullest.

4days more to xinhui's
20 days more to germaine's

2009-07-04T19:00:00.002+08:00

Practically today was okay , very tired though.Did something really stupid in the morning,shall not mention what.Dad drove me to piano class,went to buy files at Popular , its a ripped off man !$6+,-.-.Darn , bought two.Went for piano class , after that , met Anne at station.Train-ed to Somerset.Met the rest and went off to nexus.Had service.After service , train-ed back to AMK and went for tuition.That ends my day.

I now know , I understand , this all happen because I was faithless.

2009-07-03T18:21:00.005+08:00

Practicallty today was quite normal in school , but something really upsetting . Came school without a good mood , and with something happening it was made worse . Day ended and went off to Mac , had lunch and went to Jo-lyn's house , taking circle line . Played till 5+ , took 45 with XH and HS home.

To someone : Glad we made it through this "cold war". Glad it all is gone now.Just to let you know , you will never be replaced (:

2009-07-02T21:09:00.002+08:00

Well, time to update , have been neglecting my blog for a few days or so, I lost the interest in blogging already , my blog is totally lame, I am lazy to upload pictures & take pictures too.Well shall elaborate more about today.Nothing much happen in school actually , practically I was in my own dream land while the teachers were teaching. Will find back the interest of studying soon , I hope ,pray , wish if not my results will be "great". Well, had a change of chair man as well ,didn't vote.After school went to cg . Met shepherd first, walked there with Fiona . Enjoyed myself I guess.Shall blog again soon,(I hope).

2009-06-29T21:53:00.002+08:00

I am glad to say I survived through my first day in school.Well , I am kind of proud , anyway school was nothing actually .Wonder how am I going to survive tomorrow .God bless me , please. Today was mostly free period . After school stayed back , after that had follow up for Li Anne , then did homework. Went home and got ready for movie. I am pissed off , seriously , cause that damn movie is 2 and half hours. What kind of damn movie is that? I was totally pissed off cause I don't understand the slightest part of the movie.Darn , one moment they were fighting ,another moment they were friends,I get mixed up by all the damn robots.The best thing is I fell asleep,better still.Had dinner at pepper lunch and went home.

2009-06-28T18:09:00.003+08:00

School is reopening tomorrow , why does time pass so fast during holidays?Well,still I learnt a lot during the June holidays , I enjoyed most of the days as well.When school reopens,don't think I will be blogging everyday.

Care group bought this (:

2009-06-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

Well, mainly just want to say , thanks ChengMun for listening to me again(: ! Thanks a lot.I realise the whole concept of God using us in his work and His first choice and second and third,so on and fourth may not answer His call.Now I understand even though I may not be his first choice,He still decided to use me.Thank you God (:

2009-06-27T20:18:00.003+08:00

Thanks for all the wishes.Thanks a lot.Had a wonderful day today.Really thanks care group for celebrating for me after service.Thanks,well, for affirming me.

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Really thank care group for all you'll did.Thanks for the prayers.Thanks for the affirmation,and thanks for making me feel so good during today.Its a blessing to be with all of you.Thanks.Even though it really made me felt well,my face turned red but still thanks for everything.

2009-06-26T19:24:00.002+08:00

Well,today is really a day I felt many different emotions.Still,thanks for those who lent me their ears.Yeap,curently in grandma's house.Finally it has internet,well,its miracle.Spent the afternoon doing some homework and after that at the late evening,around 5+,went for a dip in the pool downstairs.Just came back,taking dinner and maybe going home around 8+.Tomorrow going service ! Can't wait for it .

2009-06-25T20:39:00.012+08:00

Worn out,totally.There is an ache at my leg,the ankle part I guess.Went out with care group people today.Enjoyed my day,a lot.Well,but still I am tired now.Reached hub at 11+,went to food court and met them,had care group and they ate.After that met up with the guys,then took 88 and bus-ed to Pasir Ris.The whole NEA was chasing that bus.Amazing.Reached in an hour plus.The bus trip seem fast though,with the accompaniment.Most NEA guys went wild wild wet,we went to escape.Enjoyed the rides.Went home with shepherd at 5+,thanks for the company.

2009-06-24T14:34:00.003+08:00

Well,I am at home now,my ache is better for now.Hope it will be okay by tonight.Having tution later at 6+.Tried to upload some photos but failed -.- ,something is wrong with this laptop -.- Well,yes just a short update.

Hebrews 13:5
Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said,"Never will I leave you;never will I forsake you."

Well,flipped till this page.God showed me this (:

Luke 1:37
For nothing is impossible with God.

I was reminded by this once again.

As the day passes,people will change,the world will change,things around you will change,but I am assure of something that will never change and that is God's love.

2009-06-24T11:59:00.004+08:00

I really got nothing better to do now.I am feeling very sick,thanks to the milk I had for breakfast.I totally forgotten I cannot drink milk for breakfast.Darn,in my aunt's house now.Heading home later,so like kindda got nothing to do so came to blog.Well,I do read my tags but sorry for not replying,I am kindda lazy to do so well,yeah,keep the tags going,reply it soon.Don't ask me anything about the picture,kindda fits how I think,not how I feel.There is care group tomorrow but don't think I'll be able to go,well,try to at least.I am really not looking forward to start of school because I am afraid maybe not being able to go for service will come true,even though mum agrees now,but if my grades drop again,I got to say bye.When school starts,don't think I will be able to go for care group too(not often I guess).Well,I will try my best,give it all.(: Will blog again later,maybe.

Really enjoy this,even though it isn't perfect,but still I love it (:

2009-06-23T13:03:00.003+08:00

Well,going to be rotting at home for the whole day today.Well,yes,having some stuffs to do as well.Yeah,watching drama and anime today I guess.

One more thing:

Amber Shepherd,please don't be sad anymore.

Yeah I know I suck at comforting people but yeah,I've tried.& if there is one thing I learnt yesterday and today it is the true meaning of strong spiritually and emotionally.

2009-06-22T19:11:00.002+08:00

Today,was kind of great I guess.Went out with LiAnne,Jolyn and XinHui.I was the first to reached.The bus came the moment I reached the bus stop.I reached 20 minutes before time -.- Bought gifts for two person,so sorry to give gifts a month after your birthdays.Was like seriously broke.After that they started coming,went to Mac to buy ice cream then went to library.The truth is , I did my kumon then we did nothing already.Just slacking actually.After that had my breakfast+lunch at mac then went to see some disc,XinHui went home.The three of us went to take circle line and then went home.I know we are totally bo liao.Reached home around 6.Well,at least I completed all my homework.

Lord I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Every breath that I take
Every moment I'm awake
Lord have Your way in me

-Hillsong : This is my desire

2009-06-21T22:36:00.001+08:00

Dedicated to Vina:
Still thanks for your listening ears too.

I am FREE OF HOLIDAY HOMEWORKS.I am still guessing the punishment I'll get from the band teacher when I am back cause I didn't even appear for one of the June Holidays practice.

2009-06-21T11:18:00.003+08:00

Happy Father's Day,whatever,I am not going for any celebration though,but yeah.Just woke up though,slept very late yesterday.Yeah,I have to really thank someone for the message that really cheered me up.Don't ask me who,I am not going to mention it.Practically,I am going to rot at home all day long.Doing homework and practising piano,cause I really got nothing better to do!& my mum,101% won't let me go out.

Just going to rot at home.

I shouldn't reason out with God.I should have faith cause when God says He will do it,He will do it.Reasoning out with God is a poisonous thought,we reason out with God just to decieve ourself.I shouldn't reason out but I should just obey."The greatest asset in the kingdom of God is people,not money and not fame,cause these are just materials."Well,this make sense."God looks at the heart rather than the outward appearance."This is something I love about God.

Ending here.

2009-06-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

Dedicated to ChengMun:

Thanks for your listening ear (:

2009-06-20T19:02:00.003+08:00

I am feeling quite happy now cause I finally understand one thing and I am REALLY SORRY.Although you wouldn't know,its okay but REALLY SORRY ! Morning woke up at 10+ then at 11+ met with Amber Shepherd and Vanessa.After that went off to Somerset,reached there at like 11,12.Went to church,met up with TanSi they all.REALLY ENJOYED service,really never regretted going for service cause I realised something and picked up a lot even though today's speech was for the guys.After service went for lunch with cg,after lunch went home with Tansi and Vanessa.

2009-06-19T23:12:00.003+08:00

I live for God & God alone.

I have learnt a lot during last night.I really thought through a lot a lot a lot.Shall not go into details but really learnt a lot and I realised my prayer was answered yesterday.Yes,all I had was just that little faith.I made a decision that is

LIVE FOR GOD AND GOD ALONE,NO BODY IS GOING TO MAKE ME CHANGE MY DECISION.

Well,today was like stuck at home for the whole day except piano class from 2-3.There is no piano class,looking forward to tomorrow's service.So long for now.

One more thing,thanks for all the tags.

Till then.

2009-06-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

Today was spent well.Some things happen in between the day,to be exact 2.Yeah.Today,had care group,Cartel Cafe I think.Till 5.30.Though it was not fun and games,I enjoyed it a lot.After care group,well,bus-ed home and went for tution.

2009-06-17T18:38:00.010+08:00

Just back from Kumon.Had tons of Chinese correction,Maths was great.Oh well,having Kumon again tomorrow.Couldn't go out,not feeling well,but better now.Was lack of sleep I guess,2 hours is not enough for a heavy sleeper like me.Woke up at 12 today d: Had breakfast+lunch,came home and did homework.Maths and English is done,chinese have 3 more to go.Darn I hate chinese.

Telling you,just isn't enough.

Ending here.

2009-06-16T16:13:00.003+08:00

I am back from Thailand.The trip was cool,I guess.Seriously missing the hotel,to be exact,just the super-duper-cooling-air corn.I miss the road-side food!Oh well,but I am seriously very tired and sleepy,only had less then 4h of sleep I think.Flight was delayed by an hour today !!!!! >;( I got one bump on my head,I accidentally knocked my head against the toilet door yesterday late-night! Pain,seriously and my leg is killing me,the injury is still there.Its just that its smaller a little cause some bits dropped off by accident when I accidently knocked it against something.Okay I admit,I am clumsy and blur.Really very tired,going to get some sleep.

Till now,bye.

2009-06-11T17:46:00.002+08:00

Okay,I am like in airport now.I am using the free Internet given.The better part is its not lag at all! Ha ha.Oh men,my plane is at 6.05 and will be returning on this Tuesday which is 16 I think.Um,well,let me say what happened today.Woke up at 10+,got ready and took 261 and bus-ed to Hub.Reached there around11.30+.Met with care group and then went to Emily's house.Today was Care group prayer meet.Had worshipping.Okay got to go end here

2009-06-11T10:33:00.001+08:00

HappyBirthdayJo-Lyn !

When I am back,I will give you your present.
Today,please be happy !(:

2009-06-10T20:15:00.004+08:00

Gosh,time really flies.I am going to Bangkok in just a few hours?Just came back from cousin's birthday celebration at Pasir Ris.My gosh,the bungalow was great.Great,there is a swimming pool! Private pool so its okay to swim to whatever time we wanted.Well there was barbecue as well.Enjoy myself.Woke up at 10+,11 today.After that,swam as well ! Cool,went home at 6+,dinner-ed and went home.Oh yeah, did I mention I got burnt in the leg and got scrath by sand on the ankle?! How darn unlucky am I?

Well,life is always unfair from what I heard from many.There will be time when you think that life is perfect,if there is time like that,there will also be time when you think that life is unfair.Its always like that isn't it?Its something like,when there is big,there will always be a small.From what is see,life is full of joy,full of disappointment,full of happiness,full of sadness.Of course there are more to this.In short,life is never fair,neither is it unfair.

2009-06-09T12:28:00.002+08:00

Going for cousin's birthday celebration later.He is one damn old cousin,28 today.He has chalet,OH MY GOSH,bungalow.Maybe staying,maybe not.Got to accompany my dearest cousin,WALNUT !Hehe,just a short post.Going overseas on Thursday.Shall try to buy gifts for a number of people(:

People may do wrong to you,people may just make you feel irritated,angry,even if they do they meanest thing,you shall not.People may do wrong to you but you can.Why?So that your whatever wrong doings will be forgiven.

2009-06-08T20:13:00.002+08:00

Went out today.Was like trying to find gifts la.Of course,its holiday.I don't have that much money to spend.I spend half of my allowance today okay ?! To be exact I am only left with $9.I am so way off my aim to save up to $200.Its like nearly impossible.Well,after that train-ed from Junction 8 back to Hub.Had shepherding and then went home.Well,overall the day was good.At least better then being stuck at home ! >;( Going overseas soon.On 11th which is Jo-lyn's birthday.So sorry ! Oh my,I owe alot of people gifts.

1)Jo-Lyn

2)ChengMun

3)Li Anne

Reasons are not stated.Some are pretty obvious.Can't believe I am saying this but I miss school.There are reasons!

1)Nothing better to do at home.

2)Miss 107

3)Miss clique.

4)More allowance!

Life is pretty much a race.I say if a race isn't hard then it isn't a race.If life is a race,life wouldn't be easy as well I guess.The only aim in this race is to overcome yourself cause that shall be your greatest obstacle.For while running that race,you will tell yourself to stop because its too tiring.Only be overcoming yourself,then you can win that race.The only goal is try to be number one.Give it your best,so whatever rank you get you wouldn't regret.

Shall end off here.

2009-06-07T11:51:00.001+08:00

Offically open,I mean,its created on 4th June but then lazy to edit the blogskin xp. Back to blogging (: