One last post before my intense studying. Yeap , intense studying,seems so not like me , me + books = impossible.My used to be equation . Maybe my last post till , examinations are over. Just finished up with two sheets of Chinese and Mathematics . Still got two more sheets of Chinese , its killing me , Chinese = Lullaby . Okay anyway , today , school was as usual , anyway after school , walked to bubble tea shop around my house market , accompany ChengMun , XinHui , Jo-Lyn :) After eating , took 261 down to AMK Hub . Accompanied them to buy some food then went for coreteam meeting , it was fabulous , I picked up a lot from there. Planned for the caregroup , then , had a short teaching by Emily . Everything ended at around 5.30 , took 261 home with , Amber , Winarti , WenZhen , ZiXuan , Eunice , Eline . Winarti and me went home , the rest went to WenZhen's home. Kindof have studying till now . Going to end off with what I have learnt.
I realised , I have always know what's the right , what's the wrong but I never dared to speak out , stop that person from doing the wrong thing. I did the wrong thing as well , I knew it was wrong , yet I continued , WenZhen and Fiona will know what is it. I thought that could make me feel , well free , no more , really no more.God can give me this , well give it to me , better , and its not short-termed . It comes with no cost.Well , still , I think I am going to pray for righteousness in my life , to stand up for what's right , to stand up and stop others from doing the wrong , to follow in Christ's laws. Follow in God's way :) . One more is that, I really got a lot to repent , not that I am proud of my sins , I am embarassed of them , really I am . I really got to minimise my sinings , try not to sin , avoid every sin that I can , that will not only be considered as an "act of worship ", also I can set an example , to the one who is under me. Not only to set an example , I want God to look into my life and smile , to make God smile , that's my aim in life :)
Electrified
You are keeping me in suspense,
& its killing me,
softly.