Going to study after this. Terribly sick ): . Well , I will blog about my holidays till now , not quite fruitful -.- , I failed to study with so much temptations , its okay I have God :)
Monday 07/09/09
Well, I stayed at home the day , rotting -.- . Woke up and did my tution work , had tution at 4.30 . Tution was great, I managed to finish one Mathematic Test Paper , :). Going to finish another this Sunday :) . Day passed by quickly.
Tuesday 08/09/09
Tuesday ,morning out with Mum , Aunt , Brother.Reached home at 1+/2 , got ready and met with Jo-Lyn at Junction 8.Mrt-ed to Pasir Ris , met Amber there and took bus to Downtown East.Well , we were too early -.- . GeokLeng, Jo-Lyn and me , went to E-Hub! and walked about . Went back to the chalet at 6+ , and went to beach .Fooled around for awhile and settled back. Got chased by some of them, chasing someone half crippled -.- . Had fun till 10+ and went home :). Enjoyed my day.
Wednesday 09/09/09
Had drama in the morning , could barely wake up. Was damn pissed off by the fact the guys were all not here -.- , having 7 roles to play,for 3 person to play.Well , after school , went to meet some of the Caregroup peeps.Well , after that train-ed down to Somerset and went to Nexus , registered for METAMORPHOSIS ! Had teaching first , then games , it was awesome , as in really awesome ! Had Holy Baptism , main event of the day I guess? The whole caregroup prayed , prayed and prayed , really really hard , you can actually feel it. It really makes me feel so blessed to be part of them :). Congrats to Winarti on getting baptised. I don't really know if I did , something feels weird in me but I fear it, it really feels a little scary.Had break for dinner and then had prayer meet , it was awesome !Went home at 9+ with WenZhen , Winarti and Eline , reached home at 10+.
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I realised I have already been in church like well , 5 months . God had changed me , through and through. He does not love but He is LOVE . His love had brought me out of the darkness into the light , changed me to be a better person.His love brought me joy through the toughest time . He blessed me without fail , everyday.Sometimes I wonder why I worry so much about the stuffs in this world , like seriously I have God to back me out , always , but I don't know why am I always getting so worried about the worldy stuffs. When I have problems I just tend to forget about God and also try to solve it on my own , stupid huh ? I have a mighty God to help me yet I refuse -.-,well , I 've changed:) . Lord , I want to be a pianist that plays for Your glory ,for Your honor , if its not what you have planned for me , so be it , cause your plan is the greatest for me :) Lord ,you are my everything , God = my everything :)