The suspense is killing me.

Date: Friday, October 2, 2009
Time: 11:04 PM

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Date: Monday, September 21, 2009
Time: 12:31 AM

Been enjoying myself these days , blogging a short post to prevent my blog from rusting , after that back to Chinese -.- , I dread Chinese . Been reading 1 Corinthians these days and really learnt a lot , not little but LOT ! Gotta stop , need to study ,bye :)
Gotta stop alcoholism.
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Well , I've been commiting myself into more and more church activities , got myself much more closer to God . Still though , I've noticed something , people really like to hurt those who are around them , or well , much more closer to them. The only reason I could figure out is because we know that they are already tied to us , no matter how much they hate or or well , get hurt by us , they can never leave us.That's what I think , and the often group that are hurt by us , would be family . I am not judging anyone , but I too do this, I tend to hurt my family can be much more concious with my words and actions with people I am not related to , that applies to me , to the others , I am not pretty sure. Well , anyway , its just my thinking , I am just ranting , got to do stuffs.

Date: Monday, September 14, 2009
Time: 10:04 PM

One last post before my intense studying. Yeap , intense studying,seems so not like me , me + books = impossible.My used to be equation . Maybe my last post till , examinations are over. Just finished up with two sheets of Chinese and Mathematics . Still got two more sheets of Chinese , its killing me , Chinese = Lullaby . Okay anyway , today , school was as usual , anyway after school , walked to bubble tea shop around my house market , accompany ChengMun , XinHui , Jo-Lyn :) After eating , took 261 down to AMK Hub . Accompanied them to buy some food then went for coreteam meeting , it was fabulous , I picked up a lot from there. Planned for the caregroup , then , had a short teaching by Emily . Everything ended at around 5.30 , took 261 home with , Amber , Winarti , WenZhen , ZiXuan , Eunice , Eline . Winarti and me went home , the rest went to WenZhen's home. Kindof have studying till now . Going to end off with what I have learnt.

I realised , I have always know what's the right , what's the wrong but I never dared to speak out , stop that person from doing the wrong thing. I did the wrong thing as well , I knew it was wrong , yet I continued , WenZhen and Fiona will know what is it. I thought that could make me feel , well free , no more , really no more.God can give me this , well give it to me , better , and its not short-termed . It comes with no cost.Well , still , I think I am going to pray for righteousness in my life , to stand up for what's right , to stand up and stop others from doing the wrong , to follow in Christ's laws. Follow in God's way :) . One more is that, I really got a lot to repent , not that I am proud of my sins , I am embarassed of them , really I am . I really got to minimise my sinings , try not to sin , avoid every sin that I can , that will not only be considered as an "act of worship ", also I can set an example , to the one who is under me. Not only to set an example , I want God to look into my life and smile , to make God smile , that's my aim in life :)

Date: Saturday, September 12, 2009
Time: 11:35 AM

Time check : 11.41a.m
Should be on train to service right now , my normal-rushing-here-and-there Saturday is just like my plain-boring Sunday.The reason is simple , I am sick-flu , cough , slight fever and little asthmatic.Feeling very lousy , terribly lousy.I don't mind missing piano lessons , missing band sessions , the only thing that I wouldn't want to miss is service , I look forward to it. Well , I wouldn't have enough energy as well , I am exhuasted just with typing.

How Do You Sleep
Jesse McCartney
Departure (2008)
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep
Tried my best at movin' on
Have yet to find a girl like you
See things now I didn't before
Now wishin' I had more time with you
How do you stay awake
Knowin' all I do is think of you
All the things we fought about
Then never will happen again
If I could just see you
If I had my way come and getcha girl
In your favourite car with the missing top
Remember 'round my way where we used to park
And did all those things to steal your heart
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep
Baby all that I hear from my friends
Again again and again compliments 'bout you
They say we saw your girl at the game
And damn we gotta say a big mistake by you
Not only did your body bang
But I miss the conversation too
Tell me that you're gettin' no sleep
Can't think can't eat till I come see you
If I had my way come and getcha girl
In your favourite car with the missing top
Remember 'round my way where we used to park
And did all those things to steal your heart
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep
Oh-uh oh-uh oh-uh oh

14 days , are you still going to keep me in suspense?

To KeJun : You know what happen , I don't know how , but somehow you do . Do you know how hard is it ? You don't know , do you ? Its really tough . I will try my best :) , I will.Good bye :)
Time Check: 12.03p.m prayer meet ):

Date: Thursday, September 10, 2009
Time: 2:29 PM

Going to study after this. Terribly sick ): . Well , I will blog about my holidays till now , not quite fruitful -.- , I failed to study with so much temptations , its okay I have God :)

Monday 07/09/09
Well, I stayed at home the day , rotting -.- . Woke up and did my tution work , had tution at 4.30 . Tution was great, I managed to finish one Mathematic Test Paper , :). Going to finish another this Sunday :) . Day passed by quickly.

Tuesday 08/09/09
Tuesday ,morning out with Mum , Aunt , Brother.Reached home at 1+/2 , got ready and met with Jo-Lyn at Junction 8.Mrt-ed to Pasir Ris , met Amber there and took bus to Downtown East.Well , we were too early -.- . GeokLeng, Jo-Lyn and me , went to E-Hub! and walked about . Went back to the chalet at 6+ , and went to beach .Fooled around for awhile and settled back. Got chased by some of them, chasing someone half crippled -.- . Had fun till 10+ and went home :). Enjoyed my day.

Wednesday 09/09/09
Had drama in the morning , could barely wake up. Was damn pissed off by the fact the guys were all not here -.- , having 7 roles to play,for 3 person to play.Well , after school , went to meet some of the Caregroup peeps.Well , after that train-ed down to Somerset and went to Nexus , registered for METAMORPHOSIS ! Had teaching first , then games , it was awesome , as in really awesome ! Had Holy Baptism , main event of the day I guess? The whole caregroup prayed , prayed and prayed , really really hard , you can actually feel it. It really makes me feel so blessed to be part of them :). Congrats to Winarti on getting baptised. I don't really know if I did , something feels weird in me but I fear it, it really feels a little scary.Had break for dinner and then had prayer meet , it was awesome !Went home at 9+ with WenZhen , Winarti and Eline , reached home at 10+.

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I realised I have already been in church like well , 5 months . God had changed me , through and through. He does not love but He is LOVE . His love had brought me out of the darkness into the light , changed me to be a better person.His love brought me joy through the toughest time . He blessed me without fail , everyday.Sometimes I wonder why I worry so much about the stuffs in this world , like seriously I have God to back me out , always , but I don't know why am I always getting so worried about the worldy stuffs. When I have problems I just tend to forget about God and also try to solve it on my own , stupid huh ? I have a mighty God to help me yet I refuse -.-,well , I 've changed:) . Lord , I want to be a pianist that plays for Your glory ,for Your honor , if its not what you have planned for me , so be it , cause your plan is the greatest for me :) Lord ,you are my everything , God = my everything :)

Date: Sunday, September 6, 2009
Time: 7:20 PM

FAMILY OUTING !

Today was fun , had family outing with , Mum , Brother , Aunt , Robson cousin , Bernice tutor, Gina cousin, Jozna cousin, Fiona cousin, me :) . Went to some Japanese restaurant at some hotel . The food there is totally , totally , totally awesome ! Love it all . Ate from 11.30 - 2.30, we ate a lot , really a lot :/ , but still I enjoyed it :) . The parking fee is freaking expensive -.- , $8 . We went to East Coast to ride bicycles :). We splitted somehow because , some of us rode too fast =x , I was one of them . Got into a mini accident , my leg injuries are totally WOAH ! Went to Burger King to clean it up , sat there for awhile , bought ice-cream , went to seaside , went home at 6+.

I realised my holidays are totally packed up. I am going back to my MIA mood . Bye :)

Date:
Time: 12:11 AM

♥ Waldinut ,
\m/ Walnut